One thing I think that has put up a road block for me is fear of who I will be when I get to goal. Everyone talks about this "new person" they become when they lose weight, or go through any major life altering event. I don't WANT to change. I like who I am. Do they mean personality, or habits, or likes, or what? I don't do well with change. I am a planner. So I have a fear of myself. Pretty stupid and irrational, but I believe that's the definition of true fear. Why can't I shake it? Any suggestions you have on the matter would be HUGELY appreciated.
So I am trying to regain the ground I lost, and just find a "new normal" for me, and go with it. I want this, I want to be healthier, and know that I will be around for my boys, and that's my driving factor right now - the 3 (okay 4, Brian is one of the Rowdy Bunch, too) of them.